I once went to a live art talk a few years back and will never forget the words that flew out of Grayson Perry's mouth "Be Bothered." By this, he meant that if you want to be who you want to be, then you need to work hard for it. 'Being bothered' isn't as easy as it sounds, especially if you are a creative who has to fit this in with your 'everyday'. As you may already know, this academic year, I gave up teaching art in full time education because I've lost a lot of respect for the education system in this country (which you can read about here.) I had this romantic idea of teaching and making art on my own terms. In reality, I suddenly found myself with all this extra time, not knowing how to use it productively or where to start. So far, I've managed to create my website to a pleasing standard, have worked with a bunch of students and have made time to make and see art. However, this is not a success story by any standards. I have made (and am making) many mistakes along the way, I am nowhere near where I want to be yet and on many occasions, I have felt like giving up for an easier life. I would regularly feel guilty if I spent a day working, but wasn't really productive or I would spend a whole day painting, yet thinking of all the things that needed to be done on my computer. Some days I would not do anything at all, especially if I felt a little under the weather, which would then make me feel lethargic and un-creative.
One day, A little voice came into my head (well, more like slapped me across the face) and said "You need more structure.'' It was so simple, I needed more structure, to be more organised with my goals. Firstly, I worked out all the things I wanted to do, both for pleasure and work, long term and short; painting; gallery exhibitions; teaching; research and experimenting; sharing etc. I then grouped these activities into headings (Art, business, research etc) and bought myself a visual calendar. KIKi in London do a great A4 pad style calendar that allows you to plot in your own month and date, which means that you can start using it at any point in the month/year. On my callander, I plotted in whole days of one heading in a chosen colour. For example, Tuesday is my 'Art day,' written in Orange, so now I no longer feel guilty about not working on the computer on Tuesdays. At the start of each day, I plan my main targets that I would like to reach on a piece of paper, then go into a little more detail with each target. I've actually ordered a journal designed by Best Self, that claims to help you structure your day to an optimum level of productivity. I'll let you know how that goes once it comes.
Sometimes, something pops up, which means for example that my 'Art day' can't happen. That's how life works, it doesn't always go to plan. It's ok though! Working in this way means that I can simply move my art day across to another day with a simple arrow. I may need to split the day in half with another activity, but I can re-plan this on paper, instead of frantically in my head.
This level of organisation and structure to my day has meant that I feel like I'm on the right path. It has massively motivated me to learn more and expand my comfort zone and fit in what I enjoy as well as work tasks. Reading is also a very powerful tool. I recently joined my local library Westminster reference library, which by the way, has a vast art collection, I highly recommend a visit. I regularly use this space to do my research as it takes me away from technology and other distractions, which I think is necessary if you work from home. Speaking of reading, I recently received the book 'Show your Work,' by Austin Kleon, as a gift from one of my lovely students. The book is bursting with little snippets of advice on how to get your work out there, in a straightforward, honest and tongue in cheek kind of way. Reading books like this is so useful for creative practitioners as you get some incredibly useful advice from people who have already experienced what you are experiencing, and are kind enough to share that advice with you. The message in this book is very similar to that of Grayson Perry 'Be bothered.' You can be the most organised person in the world, but that doesn't mean a thing if you're not putting in the work and working to expand your skills and knowledge. I would love to hear your thoughts on this...